Wednesday, November 1, 2017

Uncomprehensible: when feeling martyr

oh! throat drying from my thirst
but why I feel drown
"Isn't a cascading sadness?
not this summer crises

when grows in the fall of spring
dropping thorn-like rains
at the face of sunning
It burns, i feel no aches.

yet, growing grasses over the horizon
muddy hell in my stand
should I be caught twice the million
of sorrows and overjoy

warmth over this unduly
the mourning not for dew
the light in the tower
enticing the only glow

which sadness begets no sadness
my fall is my summer drew
ne'er joy roots from pouts
but falling resonance




  

Monday, April 3, 2017

When at the River Side I

When at the River Side I

when moonlight shadows the mighty land
dimlight romance oh! Juliet's alike
walking alone, surprised by your hands
cold! colder! coldest! shivers, I stand

breaths of nature comfortign feeling
warm hands secured my trembling
you smile, me smile, swaying laughing
your breath breaks such maddening silence

I heard your voice tickling made me shutter
it mellows down my cheek reddening, rattles
hush! as blowing wind denies the matter
flocks of me,as sure entangled with your whistles

Hands slip as mind disagrees
inches away, distance rather
lips pout ignores such berries
voice harder, sounds thunder

face turns dark, color comes blunt
when at the river side, we stopped
pursue some plans , pursue some pain
strong he is, stringing pleasure

berries sweet as tongue tangles
eyes open close open close
rolling blanket-like over plain
under the shadows of moonlight, eclipse












Thursday, March 30, 2017

Attunes Do-Re-Mi


Attune Do-Re-Mi

valorous heart strings his heart
hands underneath with delight
smile as Yes, pitches do-re-mi
months of serene harana
plucking pinky does orchestra
violin plays longing, warm nerve
joy slams beneath the sheet
with mellows.....cymbals clap
harder... yet, fed delight
grating sounds over the wall
where his piano plays tango
stamping feet...sigh
 no. no. no! not mine
whose are those, waltzing
clinging through the leaning wall
when heart beats a fall
the melody within
singing thunder roars
the trumpet horns, banging drums
headbangs bloody fore
fiddling scratches brushing hair
growls, the melody within
I heard of music attuned melody
The voice of Vengea
Attuned my Do-Re-Mi

Wednesday, October 12, 2016

Secured Attempt




                   The world is full of temptations and our curiosity is always the victim of such thing. Our eyes and heart go together when speaking with our environment, whatever the eyes saw, the heart likes also and any thing that sparkles in our own eyeballs, beats fast in our hearts. Our mind is just for the second thought but still we are being troubled always by our insisting hands to grab it as saying "opportunities strike at a single shot." Temptations come from our want for leisure or pleasure i must say, sacrificing even the most precious thing in our life, our security. Who are we now in the eyes of others once our safeguards were already broken? We would just be a laughing stuff to others, a loser, and most of all a sober or a downer. Money, per se, the most evilest thing that poisons our clever mind. Once money held in our hands, wow! Temptations start to play it's role also. We buy things we want but in no time, it's just a decoration, we eat in the most fancy resto but in fact, it is just a normal food burned with the stove we have in our kitchen. But, these are just ordinary. The most dangerous play our temptations can do is to tap our curiosity which basically drops our whole life. We have money and our friends are there, our words would be "let's try" without even thinking what is behind that risk. After all, the most hurtful stab because of our wants and curiosity is our late realization that it's all wrong.

              Now, who's to blame? Our curiosity? Nope. Our curiosity is the victim here. After all, you had enjoyed things, your heart likes it and you totally let yourself drown, where is your cleverness? Pleasure is very dangerous, i can say, you want it now and tomorrow you want it more. And because of that pleasure a lot of accidents happened unconsciously and your safeness were already compromised, you're pregnant because you tried it and you like it, you're in jail now because drugs lead you to heaven, you're an alcoholic and living in unemployment line because that's what alcohols taught you.

With all being said it is important not to be a stupid one using just one or two of your senses, wake up guys, you're very lucky having that body that can discriminate between whAt's good and whats bad. Use your mind to think as your heart feels it if its the most necessary thing.

Sunday, November 1, 2015

The Start

Strained heart and body so blue
Beautiful life, oh, promise, it's so
with all the glory and full of awe
Shame. dark days are coming no cue
amidst this so, 
Happened through the day and night
Luxury are bending through the light
No heart of sadness and that's the lie
Cause when all is done, they all to sigh.





Sunday, April 19, 2015

ONLY

Mistery for she loveth me, Yes!
adorable young and sweet as she
Mind her memories, embraceth me

"she don't love me" my heart,
take off her shoes and leaveth me
she's busy she say... with whom?

Woe is me, a man who lay
my hands to her, she taketh thee
but sorrow as three month away

I love her, last petal it falls
thy scent of rose, apothecary
As Romeo, nevermind she as Juliet

Nevermind, I say, for she dumped me
but, brains so clever to think of she
For a second, i commit to thee

Cupid! where art thee?
my heart!  my heart! was fallen apart
'twas you the reason or me as well




Wednesday, March 11, 2015

Others

To Hell

To hell with her
            undying sweet smile
to hell with her
            roasted legs covered 
                       by her pencil skirt
to hell with her
              soft, glowing and
                         smooth skin
to hell with her
                crystal potioning eyes
to hell with her
                summoning delicious forms
to hell with her
                coming near my side
to hell with her
                touching soft hands
to hell with her
                i can't resist the feeling anymore
to hell with her
               weh! seriously, 
                            veins and muscles through her hands

P.s. some beautiful are not women,




Monday, March 9, 2015

frontier


I heard the sweet chirps up from the tall pines
calling for me to look up the blue skies
a look toward the ridges over the horizon
that contours a perfect molded greens

I smell the scents of tulips and wilds
down the hills, valleys and planes
sweet are they, healthy in the eyes
fresh as dew in the morning light

I feel the breeze from where I stand
at the peak of the summit behind
down the terrestrials. a diversified one
varied livings lurking all around.














Tuesday, December 23, 2014

QUESTION AND ANSWER


1. What is the first name of your favorite actor plus last name of your neighbor? 
James Reid + Diego
Cristine Reyes + Palangdosan
Angel Locsin + Emilio
2. What are two jobs you dreamed of as a child, except teaching?
Doctor and Lawyer
3. Where was the farthest place you ever visited and why you were there?
Bangued, Abra,we are presenting a cultural theater art organized by Cordillera Green Network.
4. What was the worst pick up line you ever heard?
Your name must be Summer?
Because, you are so hot.
5. What specific behavior makes you really angry?
Blaming me even though it’s not really my fault.

6. Where were you the last time you cried in public?
Banao School Quadrangle

Short play: ANGEL

ANGEL
Characters:
Angel Diego, the doctor
James Emilio, the lawyer and the boyfriend of Kristine
Marian Bandas, the nurse
Kristine Palangdosan, the patient and the girlfriend of James
Driver
Nurses

Scene 1: At the sides of the wide street grow tall coconut tree, paper tree and some bananas.  At the wide street runs a red Mercedes Benz slowly.
Angel: (on the phone) Sir, can you move me to another place, I really cannot stay here in Bangued for a long time. Sir, my morning here is always mourning, as in M-O-U-R-N-I-N-G.
Phone: Why? Don’t you love your job there? Look its every month that you transfer from place to place. Isn’t it good that you will stay there for at least a year?
Angel: Oh yeah! I do love my job at Valera Medical Hospital. But you know, I really hate it when in every kilometer, there’s always a checkpoint and it makes me feel nervous when they point their riffles on my car.
(off and drop the phone)
I understand, the militars are securing the safeness of the place but I feel like it’s a threat for me. (phone rings again)
Oh! Nurse Marian, do you have something to say?
Marian: Yes, Doc, because we have a new patient, fresh from Tubo.
Angel: Really? Can you give me some details of her, please?
Marian: Doc, you are really in need here because she cannot breathe normally at this time. According to her medical history, a tumor had grown near the uterus and she had a history of ovarian cancer. She undergone chemotherapy at Baguio General Hospital and discharged last month. Her name is Kristine Palangdosan, 25 years old.
Angel: Ok, did you already insert the Intravenous?
Marian: Done Doc, we really need your supervision here.
Angel: Am on my way.
(Angel exits)
Scene II. At the Junction, Center of the city. Red Light going to the east and Green Light going south. James is in his black BMW.
James: Bro, can you just step on the gas, in fact there’s no car passing by. Look, we are almost late with        our meeting with Mayor.
Driver: Sir, It’s still red, we can still wait for seconds and we will be moving.
James: Look! There’s no car passing, just do what I said.
(screeeechhhhh….)
Angel: shit!
(moves out of  the car and tap hardly the front of the BMW)
Can’t you see that it is still green or you are just so stupid driver? Heck!
(Driver moves out of the car)
Driver: Ma’am, we’re so sorry, we are just in a hurry with my boss.
Angel: if you are in hurry, I am in a hurry too. And look what just happened. It’s almost…, gush, you almost hit my car. Can’t you read street signs, or you are really stupid?
Driver: I am so sorry Ma’am.
Angel: It’s good… It’s good I step on the brake so fast or else we both are in hospital right now. Tell your         boss that sometimes, she or he must know how to abide with street rules and regulation.
(James moves out of the car)
James: Miss, your name could be Summer?
Angel: Are you the boss?
James: Oh, yes, can you answer my question?
Angel: crappp….. gush, spoiled hunk
James: Miss, just answer my question with Why. Summer is your name right?
Angel: Duhh! You still have the guts to ask me such question, I said NO
James: Please, answer me with WHY.
Angel: Ok! WHY? If only you have no stunning face, I would have spanked you a while ago.
James: because, you know what, you’re so hot.
Angel: Gago, You know a lot of things like that. Hoy! You cannot get me with that joke. If you don’t mind me saying that if the police station is near from here, I would really like to demand you.
James: Oppss, don’t panic, cool down. You will be like my grandmother if you would always be shouting. Besides, I am a lawyer and I can defend myself. Look, am in a hurry because my appointment with the mayor is very important than yours. So if you don’t mind, let us go then because we are late.
Angel: Who cares if you’re the Mayor’s lawyer or you’re working with the mayor. If you are rushing          because of your appointment, me too, I have patients to attend and help. Besides, who did        crash the rules? Isn’t it, that you. Driver, move your car now because we caused so much traffic here.
(All characters exit)

Scene III: Hospital. The room is private, flowers and fruits were at the table beside the bed. Kristine, the patient is lying in her bed.
(enters Angel and Marian)
Angel: So, how’s the patient?
Marian: Ma’am, she did not yet wake up.
Angel: Did you take a sample of her blood and her urine?
Marian: Not yet Doc.
Angel: (check the pulse, the heart beat and take some blood samples from Kristine’s arm and urine sample from her urinary bag) Marian, please bring this samples in the laboratory, thank you.
(Marian exits, James Enter)
James: Doc, so how is she?
Angel: familiar voice. (backing James) I just took the blood and urine samples and I hope that results would always be fine. Are you her…
James and Angel: You?
Angel: Yes and why are you here? Is she your sister? A cousin? A batchmate? Or?
James: She’s my girlfriend.
Angel: See, girlfriend…, so who then has more important appointment then? Me who is rushing for the sake of your girlfriend or you for the sake of the Mayor?
James: Am sorry, my mom called me when I am at the mayor’s office.
Angel: You left the mayor?
James: I have no choice; I love her so much more than my job.
Angel: Well, I hope your mayor will understand you. She’s beautiful.
James: Lovely and charming. She’s a fighter; she undergoes all the chemotherapy stages in Baguio before the doctor said she can go home. I thought everything is fine, all she need is just recovery but look she’s still there, fighting, trying but I know she’s doing well.
Angel: We will do our best Attorney…
James: James.. James Emilio.
Angel: oh, Angel Diego.
(everyone exits except Kristine still lying in the bed)

Scene IV: Cristine’s room.
Angel: I will tell you frankly, there are no more choices for us other than chemotherapy. The cancer cell was not yet removed by the last chemotherapy and it spread so fast. One more thing is that, we cannot remove the tumor in your uterus using the process of another chemotherapy since you just undergone it a month ago. Your body will resist it, am telling you this. You don’t have enough strength to hold on the chemotherapy’s side effects. So am suggesting, please strengthen and gain more strength before we will pursue with the last chemotherapy.
(Angel exits)
James: DOCTOR, NURSE, WE NEED YOU HERE.
(Angel and four nurses enter)
Cristine: I…… ca…nnnn….tttt.t… do... it……. aaannnyyyymmmoooorrrrreeee…
James: Please, oh Lord, please. Help us.
Angel: nurse, hold her hands, fast.
James: Do everything that you can, please.
Marian: Sir, don’t panic. We’re doing everything that we can.
James: Cristine… NOoooooOOooooo..
(Kristine’s hands slowly become so relax)
Angel: (shake her head slowly) She’s gone.
James: No, she’s alive. You’re a doctor and you can cure her. Tell me.
Angel: No more… no more fighting.
James: You’re so poor… a poor doctor Angel. You are the reason why she’s gone, if you did not tell her that there’s no more chance, she should’ve been breathing until now.  You’re nothing but an untrusted doctor, a doctor who cannot cure anyone, a doctor who kills her patient.

Scene V: At Banao Quadrangle, Angel is sitting in the bench while watching the kids playing basketball.
James: Hai!
Angel: How did you know I am here?
James: Your mom told me that your fun playing with the children here at school quadrangle.
Angel: I mean, how did you know I am from here?
James: oh! Marian told me you resigned and went home here at Banao, Bauko.
Angel: How dare you show your face to me after you left me with such words?
James: Am sorry, I just really cannot accept that she’s gone that time.
Angel: And you blame me? That’s it?
James: I am very sorry for such pain I left you, for such word I uttered to you.
Angel: You know, you can utter every bad word to me, you can bullshit me, and you can damn me, but please not to insult and blame me. Blaming me for an act of unfortunate and unlucky day triggers my anger. Look, I had been to a lot of places as a volunteer, from Bontoc, Banaue, Apayao,  Tabuk to Bangued, and I heard most from my  patient’s relative no compliment and no one had ever said to “thank you” to me rather, you know what I hear from them? The same as what you had uttered before? They blame me for the loss of their relative and none of them had ever said sorry to me.
James: Angel, for me? What will I do just for you to forgive me? Hurt me if that’s the way you will forgive me.
Angel: James, three months ago, I met this hunky man in the crossroad, and his tamed face was like craved in my head. Every day and night, I always think of him. I had dreamt of him one night, he is proposing to me, smiling and willing but my in my face is marked with anger; anger that seems cannot be erased anymore.
James: Three months ago also, I had a girlfriend. She is beautiful, lovely and charming. I loved her, I cared for her and I gave her everything she needs but then she lied to me. One day, she told me that she is ok and she has no problem with her sickness anymore. I went to the city to continue my work as a lawyer when one day, I met this girl in the center with her red car. This girl is a goddess, mysterious and so fascinating. Not knowing, she becomes a doctor of my girlfriend. One day, my girlfriend breathes no more wherein I put a scar on the heart of that doctor. I totally cannot forgive myself on saying the words that I know hurt her so much. (kneels) And now, I am kneeling down and asking for your forgiveness, please?
Angel: Please, no kneeling. That’s so awkward. James, stand up or else.
James: I won’t until you will forgive me.
Angel: ok, if God forgives us, then I will forgive you too. Up now.
James: Angel, I still have one request,
Angel: What?
James: Can you cure my heart?
Angel: Sorry I am not a Cardiologist.
James: If not, can you fill in the gaps in my heart?
Angel: What do you mean?
James: I cannot marry a soul.
Angel: Funny
James: Angel, I am serious.
Angel: Well, ready yourself to take the challenge of my four big brothers.
James: I’d already talked to them with your father.

Angel: so what are we waiting for? Let’s go.

Thursday, December 18, 2014

DR. POLMAN













To Dr. PolMan,
The antidote, where is the antidote?
you promised everything gently.
the cancer had caused many lives
Confused, starting and some are ending.


The antidote, where is the antidote?
Those children can't you see?
Know nothing of where to find
‘Here’, ‘there’, ‘here’, ‘there’ caused their fight.






Tuesday, December 16, 2014

HAI

Omnibus



       Knitted perfectly

           To reminisce the

               Moment labored

                 When I am up and


                     When I am down.

The A House


The A house

The beauty of hays and firm of pines
Crafted together by the community’s hands

It sheltered three ages
With joy or pain
With calm and security.

From the dangerous storms
It didn’t even make a bend.
From the ground breaking intensities
It didn’t even make a gap.


The Ugly Truth

                                           The Ugly Truth
The big buildings-malls, markets, universities, but not to mention small but scattered nightclubs around the city sound rich and light. The parks, caves, mountains, manmade shrines and sculptures and other sceneries around the cities do paint a picture perfect of the place. However, to tell the truth about painting is to tell its whole side. Behind the pictures of buildings and parks are shadows of crowd; behind the hills and mountains are houses, trafficked cars and other industrial things. And behind those empty spaces around are smog and unwanted air.
Certainly, urbanization offers so many opportunities to citizens. Those gigantic and almost high rocketing malls offer jobs to people. They sell goods and services which many tourist and citizen themselves are interested in. Not to mention many universities that offer academic advancement and excellence and professional growth to both Filipinos and to foreign students. Furthermore, families and friends get to bond and greet each other, credit to the parks and other recreational places. And still the innovation of hot spots encourages and arouses many people to visit the place which gives the place a pride.
Over the past years, people in the rural areas leave their agricultural lands in exchange of the promises of urban life. They think of the chances of having a better life in the city because there are lots of establishments that will offer jobs and services.  But little did they know, they are left to do the dirty and low salary jobs, or yet, exchanging jobs in search for something that could suffice their wants.
Even though there are lots of businesses in the cities, if they can’t accommodate the increasing number of people, there will be an inadequacy of services and jobs that is offered, therefore, the unemployment rate will increase too.
Its a little bit cliché, but one more problem concerning uncontrollable urbanization in the cities is on the environmental concerns that affect the health of every individual. Many transportation tools will be purchased, factories and establishments will be built that give jobs to people but alongside contribute pollution not only in air but also on land and water. Cars and factories use engines and fuels that when burned, it will produce vast amount of carbon monoxide in the air that when even plants and people inhale it will trigger their respiratory system.
Urbanization of cities requires higher responsibility especially to the government officials who are expected to rule and to lead. But as a citizen who live the same city or yet world, the only thing to do is to follow every law set by officials such as the use of paper bags instead of cellophanes when purchasing dry goods. Cars must have to use the proper fuels that have light smokes. In simple word, urban places doesn’t give us everything that we need, sometimes our life in rural areas that we are used to can at least give us everything that we want.